I’m so jealous of people who eat so much but stay so thin… Is it like I’m not trying my hardest when I work out or something? :/ I just don’t get it….
- With UCI coming along, I just feel so stressed 😒
Got nothing else better to do? Well fuck you too…
When you get that right feeling ☺😘
Why am I so stressed over prom…….
When is my boyfriend gonna ask me to prom 😒 not to be like stubborn or anything… But everyone else is being asked and it’s just so cute… And I’m here…. Just anticipating…. 😔
You know it just really sucks. Really really sucks that we couldn’t even hang out a bit this week. :/ I know that this would be your last week of track…… But seriously I just miss you again… I miss being able to be hugged by you. I miss kissing you. I miss cuddling with you on your bed. I miss watching videos and singin to you :/ I just want to spend time with you but it’s just so hard :/ the days when you’re busy I’m not and when I’m busy you’re not. Why. Why does that have to happen to us. I hate waiting. I hate wasting Time. I hate not being able to be with you. It just sucks :/ I don’t know how you can be so patient cuz seriously I’m going crazy rite now…………. I just want to cry knowing that we won’t spend Time with each other till like…. Wednesday -_-
Thinks that I should loosen up more. I’m just too uptight. I have to be the kind of person who cares about every single thing. It’s just hard for me to relax and have fun. I worry. I worry about everything.
WTF…. Now I have to deal with my best friend and boyfriend? Why am I always the wrong one now…. Why?